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02/10/05
The thoughts that accumulate in the mind gather a great force. There is so much that is wished to be said, yet one knows not the words. But then why would one disclose what is in the mind? What would that accomplish? Would it not be better off if one were to contain the thoughts inside? If one were to hold the thoughts inside, then no one will know of the trouble, no one would care. It would be useless to attempt to disclose the information anyway for the time has already passed for action to have been taken. One must just take account for what was done and determine the means to the end upon the path in which one is going. If there is nothing to fear but fear itself, then could there be nothing to think but thoughts themselves?
05/14/05
There are a great deal of things which are confusing in this world. One cannot hope to comprehend the many factors which are inherent in life. No matter the effort placed into the hope of some understanding, nothing ever seems to come. For every action there is a reaction; for every cause an effect. How is one to know what the correct actions have the correct causes for which the reaction effect is profitable for one? Is there such a way, or should one just share the carpe dium philosophy whereas there is not much aspiration towards the plan formation and just accept the platter from which one is served?
05/14/05
What is so difficult of decisions? Why does one have such a difficult time in deciding upon the trivial things in life? Does the answer lie within the question whereas it is the trivial matters for which one cannot decide upon? No, nearly all situations that are presented to one are deliberated upon, even after a decision has been made. One, at that point, contemplates upon the possible outcomes of the other choices which were present at the time. The indecisive nature is merely amplified by the trivial decisions for then the affliction is most blatant. What the is one to do? Is there some method to cure the mind of the questions dealing with the choices of the past?
06/27/05
Is the extent of memories within the mind bound to the brain or is there some form of separation for which the mind begins to forget? Why are certain things recalled so easily whilst others are difficult if even feasible? Why is it then that the memories for which one recalls seem to do more harm than good. Others feel as if the intentions of one are that of harm or mal-intent even though the original design was that of a concerned nature merely attempting to lift another from the depths. But what one does never reveals the intent and thus one is seen as part of the darkness rather than an equalizer. Maybe that is the case though, maybe the entire time when one believed that the actions were that to give balance instead brought about despair and expedited the spread of the darkness which seems to have it tight grip already on one.
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