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Here
are items in which I have pondered upon and feel as if they have some
possible importance and therefore appear on this page
Now at a time where school is out and I have time to gaze upon the stars
at night and ponder I have come to a realization. If at every
second of our lives there is an almost innumerable number of possible
situations or actions that could take place, why do we choose the actions
which we do? If we had chosen a different action some time in the
past would we actually
be in the exact same place and act the same way in which we
do now with the choices we have made, or would we become entirely
different people? Would our one simple action which is one of
almost innumerable possibilities have a great impact on the greater
whole of our entire lives?
I feel that it is not logical to believe that it is possible to travel
back in time to prevent your own birth. For example if you travel
back in time and prevent yourself from being born then you were never
there to go back in time and prevent your birth and therefore you are
born. Which means that you will go back in time to prevent your
birth to have paradox continue. If you travel back in time to
prevent your own birth then you will forever be trapped in a paradox
where you both exist and do not exist at the same time. Therefore
I give this note do not travel back in time if there is there is
the slightest possibility of you
interfering with your own creation.
A much known fact is that certain people believe that they have seen
apparitions which now are called ghosts. I believe that this may
be true. Yet my beliefs on this subject differ from the beliefs
that are already known. I believe that these so called apparitions
are people from different dimensions which coexist with each
other. When these apparitions are seen the dimensions are crossing
over each other therefore creating the image of things from the other
dimension. Is it so hard to believe that there could be other
dimensions in which life goes on as in our world? Is it also that
hard to believe that these dimensions could at times link enough to give
images of those in other dimensions. Last, I believe that if we
are able to view those in other dimensions at times, there should be
nothing keeping the beings from the other dimension from seeing us at times.
At
times now, more than ever I want to add items to my site. My
deepest thoughts I wish to share with all those who come here. Yet
I am quite perplexed. I never seem to be able to put my thoughts
into words. In my mind I am able to formulate everything
perfectly, yet when I attempt to express this into words all I do is try
in vain. Therefore I spend a great deal of time trying to put the
thoughts into words. I suppose that is the reason that my site has
had the lack of updated material in quite some time. The majority
of time is spent basically translating my thoughts into the words to
communicate the ideas to others. I just wish that there was a way
to communicate the feelings I have without having to try so hard to
translate them into words, only to have it never come out quite right.
There are many things in our lives which we take for granted. The
routines of our lives is one example of this. I would never had
noticed this if it were not for me being "untimely ripped" to
use Shakespeare's wording for Macduff's birth. I have, in a way
similar to Macduff's situation been torn away from everything that I had
known and I have had to start over again. I try to keep as much
contact with the "old world" which is becoming increasingly
difficult considering my situation. I miss all of my friends, my
old life, my routine. Therefore I advise ye all do not take for
granted the gifts which ye hath been given, liveth each day to its
fullest and no matter what happens never forget where you came from.
Living so far away from everything that I have grown up to know is
tough. Just when I felt as if I had begun to cope with no longer
being able to see and talk with my friends I come back for spring break
and feel horrible again. I am so close, yet so far away from
everything that I have ever known. I want to just go talk to
everyone and try to catch up in an attempt to fill this empty void
within my life. Sure, I have made new friends, but nothing shall
ever replace the friendships made over time. Those people I shall
never forget, because each of them is like a part of myself. With
them gone I feel more pain which only time seems to be able to heal.
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